Today I wonder my truth
I wonder my beliefs on topics too large
To contemplate the meaning of life.
From the oceans of my mind
Undercurrents trap thoughts
Swimming forward, finding concreteness.
I speculate my nurtured beliefs
For I have not questioned
The God within me and the one in Heaven.
I have not thought enough on the topic
So, what will happen to me
When I die as a Christian.
Yet not truly understanding
The finality or infinitude of my end
Of speculation and I ask,
what have I done
to show the truth of who I am?
© Natala Orobello